Bout Dat Xperience

"Nimrod started the great organized worldly apostasy from God that has dominated this world until now. Nimrod married his own mother, whose name was Semiramis. After Nimrod's death, his so-called mother-wife, Semiramis, propagated the evil doctrine of the survival of Nimrod as a spirit being. She claimed a full-grown evergreen tree sprang overnight from a dead tree stump, which symbolized the springing forth unto new life of the dead Nimrod. On each anniversary of his birth, she claimed, Nimrod would visit the evergreen tree and leave gifts upon it. December 25th, was the birthday of Nimrod. This is the real origin of the Christmas tree." -The Plain Truth About Christmas by David J. Stewart | December 24th, 2005 "Traditionally, a yule log was burned in the fireplace on Christmas Eve and during the night as the log's embers died, there appeared in the room, as if by magic, a Christmas tree surrounded by gifts. The yule log represented the sun-god Nimrod and the Ch

I apologize for all the seen and unseen lies, For the heartache and pain that brought tears in your eyes. I apologize for not being true from the start, for running away from you, leaving a hole in your heart. For ignoring your feelings and pushing them aside, because I was too damn arrogant and pumped up with pride. I apologize for making promises that I couldn`t keep, for building a foundation based on treachery and deceit. Being selfish and inconsiderate, I did what I wanted to do, making costly decisions without thinking of you. I apologize for not holding you through restless nights and stormy days, for my immature thoughts and my foolish ways. Instead of carrying your love with me, I just threw it on the shelf, after we made love I turned away, only thinking of myself. You cried your heart for me, while I was out running wild and loose, I destroyed the essence of your love with physical, mental, and emotional abuse. I gave you hell by giving up when times got rough, I didn`t slap

Don't ever try to understand everything some things will just never make sense. Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings, when you're happy, give in to it! When you're not live with it. Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better you might be surprised at the results. Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders. Don't ever feel threatened by the future - take life one day at a time. Don't ever feel guilty about the past whats done is done. Learn from any mistakes you might have made. Don't ever feel that you are alone there is always somebody there for you to reach out to. Don't ever forget that you can achieve so many of the things you can imagine - imagine that! It's not as hard as it seems. Don't ever stop loving, don't ever stop believing, don't ever stop dreaming your dreams. - Laine Parsons I LIKE THIS A LOT THOUGHT I'D SHARE.

First of all a man is seeking a love-interest. This may surprise many women but men like to love and they like being loved in return. The problem is that many women come across as impassioned and cold. It is not easy to find a loving woman and it is very noticeable how many men try and hang on when they think they have found their Miss Right. * Men are seeking a woman who is attractive to them. Women may despair that men can be so shallow and that looks could matter so much but be careful. Men aren't necessarily looking for a catwalk model and many men don't like women who weigh 80lbs. But men do want a woman who takes pride in their appearance (though not excessively). Men are proud of having a girlfriend who looks good and I don't believe any man who says otherwise. * Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not

YOU AGAIN * * (2 OUT OF 5) Right this movie attracted me I have to admit from the elder cast of Jamie Lee Curtis (Halloween, True Lies) and Sigourney Weaver (Alien, Avatar) as well as newcomer Kristen Bell (Forgetting Sarah Marshall, Gossip Girl). This movie centers around Bell who plays a successful PR who head to her hometown for her elder brother wedding. Much to her chagrin he is marrying her high school bully who seems to have forgotten all the misery she caused her. If this isn't enough the brides Aunt (Weaver) is brought face to face with her old high school nemesis in the mother of Bell (Curtis). Well to start off this movie takes leads off the premise and shows us some of the turmoil the lead character was subjected to which early garner the sympathy towards her. This movie had potential to be a much better comedy than it is but with a poor script and lackluster acting it is easily flawed in comparison of other similar comedies. The film doesn't leave a la

Afternoon Folks! As if I don't do enough as it is i've decided it would make sense that i do a weekly round up on my blog, to pretty much put the random blurbs together lol and keep y'all updated on my weekly happenings. So today is where I'm going to start at "whoo hoo". Well this week has been an eventful one bit of a slow pace but was able to get a few instrumental things done, broke up from the rat races which is a good look as it will give me some room to do more over this holiday season. Maybe off the cusp of my movie reenactments lol I was approached to be involved in an upcoming theatrical play next year about "Pimps & Riches" i'm just waiting on more information on that and will update y'all as I know more but it sounds exciting though I suffer from stage fright *bites nails*..... I managed to get some new poems up which i've been trying to upload for a while via my phone but for some silly reason it wont let me copy and pas

Emotionally Unavailable I miss you so much, Sometimes I just sit and wonder, Thinking what I did and what went wrong, We hit it off instantly started so well, What once was fulfilled now an empty shell, Thoughts dwell in the depths of my mind, That having lots of women is unsatisfying, None can compare to our amour, We had such a good rapport, What happened? The days are long and filled with laughter, Quiet nights staring at the walls thinking, A tailspin of depression and loneliness, Are you so callous to truly feel no regrets? Oh the stress! Joy today, struggle tomorrow, Being without you fills me with sorrow, A tough pill to swallow, Noticeably draining you, Loving someone emotionally unavailable, by Alfonso P. Sosa