Monday, 29 November 2010

Fonzo - Once Again It's On Ft Words

Saturday, 27 November 2010

(Poem - Entrance to sentience)

Entrance to sentience

No one knows his struggle,
Only what they see,
His days are spent with laughter,
The nights not what they seem,
Al Green's music playing hoping to soothe the pain,
As he lays back alone staring into space,

Pressure is rendered upon a troubled soul,
As fear and woes all start to unfold,
A cold edge streams gently to the ear,
Leaving behind the tracks of a tear,
Travail unmasked when no-one is near,
The gateway for which road to travel is clear.

by Alfonso P. Sosa

Fonzo - Marked For Death Scene Reenactment

(Poem - Missing You)

Missing You

Alone in solitude missing the way we were,
Thinking of the times we'd just laugh and joke,
Now it seems so far since we last spoke,
I realize for you that's what you'd prefer,

While I yearn for your presence just having you there,
Seems they was right life just isn't fair,
I suppress through the thought of not having you near,
I love you so much but you clearly don't care.

by Alfonso P. Sosa

Thursday, 18 November 2010


Participants are encouraged to come up with elaborate ways to present the Smirnoff Ice to their targets by hiding bottles in inconspicuous locations, or in situations where drinking it would be dangerous or embarrassing (e.g. before they drive somewhere, attend a meeting, etc). Failure to drink, no matter the circumstance, results in the humiliation of the victim, and players are encouraged to shun those who refuse to play.


The game has four simple rules:[3]

  1. Buy a Smirnoff Ice, present it to one of your bros without him knowing, your bro must instantly get on one knee and chug the Smirnoff Ice on the spot regardless of setting.
  2. You cannot refuse an Ice. If you refuse to drink the ice you are instantly excommunicated and shunned, and thus can never Ice another bro or be Iced
  3. If you are Iced by a fellow bro you can Ice Block. When presented w/ an Ice, you pull out an Ice of your own and reverse the Ice on your bro. The bro who is blocked must drink both. The ultimate Ice insult.
  4. Women are not allowed to play. Ever.
  5. The bro giving the ice must be present. For example, no mailing of an ice (unless there is a picture of the giving bro handing out that exact ice).


It is not possible to Ice Block an Ice Block, so if a bro attempts an Ice but is instead Ice Blocked, they cannot block again with a second Ice. Thus, the "round" ends with the bro who was Ice Blocked drinking both. This prevents situations where potentially infinite Blocking and re-Blocking can occur if bros have a big enough supply of Smirnoff Ice. As a result, more emphasis is placed on Icing strategy and deception, rather than having the biggest supply of Smirnoff Ice. However, a new round may be initiated after the bro being Iced or Ice Blocked has consumed their Smirnoff Ice. Thus, if both bros have a large enough supply of Smirnoff Ice, the potential remains for them to Ice and Ice Block each other, round after round, until one of them either runs out of Smirnoff Ice or passes out. This is referred to as "Suicidal Icing", and more often when large supplies of Smirnoff Ice are in play there is a stalemate between bros referred to as a "Cold War". Blocking can also be accomplished with an "Ice Grenade" where the bottle is flung in the air. All bottles are glass though, so this can be a dangerous block. A bro may be Iced with his own Ice if he is careless enough to leave it lying around. "Malicious Icing" occurs when an "Icer" presents an "Icee" with a Smirnoff Ice that exceeds the standard 12 oz. bottle. This is considered an "Icing" in bad faith, and while it remains enforceable, it elevates the game and is analogous to the use of Weapons of Mass Destruction (WMD).

Sunday, 14 November 2010

Poem - Love Jones Chapter II

Why won't you look?//Why can't you see?//
That you're forever inside of me//
Why can't we talk?, Why do you scream?//
I'm just pouring my heart out to you//
Why don't you pour a little out to me?//
Believe it or not your the love of my life//
No one has made me feel the way you have//
And I appreciate every moment so far we have had//
You made me prove of myself now I'm tied down cause I care//
And now you've gave up on my love is that fair?//
You let me get in just a touch but it was enough//
You want to get out when it got a lil’ tough//

I don’t expect you to be as certain as me//
As this is new to you to take a chance you weary//
Big steps can be scary//
But try please to see clearly//
You always taken care of whenever standing near me!//

There's so much I've felt I should say//
But even if your heart would listen I doubt you would let me explain//
You didn't try with me you took time alone//
If only you told me more in depth we’d have worked together and it wouldn't be gone//

Things sometimes take trying times to get through//
Not everything's going to be picture perfect//
But if you give up on things everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless//

Lots of people walk in and out of our lives but only a few genuinely want to stick around//
I never stopped feeling for u; I just stopped letting it show//
Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, and the chance of losing you//
There's always that one special person that no matter what they just can't let them go//

I don't want to get over you, I don't want anyone but you//
Maybe that’s why I still think about you everyday//
You may think will never have what we used to but I know it can be so much better//
I don’t want to show you no hate jus love with these letters//

Nothings going to change the way I feel and you know that I'm going to love you still//
Please don’t turn your back, I can’t believe it's hard just to talk to you after all we’ve built//
You don't understand you say we're not together now, and I want to be connected//
Like being single gives you more freedom I wanted you to stay respected//
I don’t want you to feel bad for leaving me neglected//
So if you say what seems real its means I’m affected//
I see yours all the time see my perspective//

I could fill a thousand pages with telling you how I feel//
And still you seem not to understand//
Until I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground//
Am I too late, or do I have a chance? I'm sorry //
I know you never meant to do everything you put me through I forgive it don’t worry//

I care 4u deeply and truly you mean to me a lot//
A part of me you will always be that will never stop//
If one day you realize that I haven't talked to you in a while it's not because I anymore don't care//
It’s because you pushed me away and just left me there//


There’s way more to life than it seems//
Running from reality chasing dreams//
It’s what you didn't say that made me cry plus what u said caused hurting//
Life isn't a Disney movie, nothing is perfect//
I done so much to make you happy//
Cause if you are I’m too//
I never kept a secret, lied or was untrue//
I’m know I’m different and not what your used to//
So you don’t wish to feel your doing something unusual//

You trust, respect, care and like me so really Is that lust?//
I vow my love you tell me forget bout you really is that just?//
You came into my world and I would never change that//
I wake up feeling empty at the thought of you out the picture//
You can’t put off something for tomorrow as that may never come//
And you have me here now making promises today//

We met like a storybook romance to kick off the year//
We don’t have to end, Just change gears//
Sounds like a risk to unfold from your fears//
The test to be faced when loving you dear//
The tracks of my tears from not having you here//
No solace from drowning my sorrows with beer//

No relationship is a walkover its give and take//
But where does the love transform into hate//
Never was I unfaithful at times I seemed obsessed//
Without some struggle there is no progress//
The good times was high so the bad they diminish//
I stuck to my guns while you chosen to finish, at least you owe us a chance to replenish//

Now I’m pouring out my heart in rhyme, to you I did no crimes//
You should have faith in me as you know I’m not lying//
You deserve it your special there is no denying //
To make you happy I put you 1st and I’m constantly trying//
If your used to problems you seek and you find//
I always look from your point do you try see from mine//

Love is accepting someone for what they are, yet believing in what they can be//
That’s why I used to say I want to see you wavy//
Someone asked what I saw in only answer was...everything//
When I saw you I knew you was the one, and you smiled because you knew//
When you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break yours too?//

I choke up and breathe as this takes over me//
Your my everything, I thought you'd never leave//
I guess you'll never know//
You find your inner feelings just so hard to show//
You can force me to walk but I could never let you go//

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