Bout Dat Xperience

Dear Diary, Today I was in a bit of a somber mood once again after a day of long work I found my self pondering on whether to go out which would probably be an unfulfilled night. I found myself feeling sorry for myself that I'm home alone and in a sense lonely. So what do you do at that point, drink? smoke? no you turn to the main man JC... Yes that's right you break out some mood music and in this case it was the Outlaw Johnny Cash! As I listened to the appropriately titled "Hurt" the lyrics stuck out like a 3D Movie "Everyone I know, goes away in the end".. Although I have listened to this particular song so much times at this point what resonated was the correlation between what Cash sung about and my life. It got me thinking of past relationships I've had and when I say relationships that also includes platonic. Friendships that seemed to fade away into mediocrity then finally nothing. The commonality being people I cared a lot for in the past aren&

Hey Warlocks! As a lot of you may know I'm now the face of NSW so you can catch me getting my Eric Bishoff on, on shows all around the U.K. The professional wrestling business has always been one of my passions and I'm having fun going out performing and electrifying hardcore wrestling fans. It gets pretty wild, high energy, high octane, and is a great family experience which i'd recommend. I have a few Talents I will be working with and putting over who me being "The fastest rising star in ALL of entertainment" can recognize there winning appeal! With that said here's a fan video from a show in Wolverhampton where my protege "The Future" Marshall-X takes on the Chainsaw Psycho! enjoy also for show dates etc check out http://www.facebook.com/newscenewrestling STAY TUNED!!!!!! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

Okay here we go groovemiesters, Been a while since I've put together an open blog this one I'd like to call "Affairs Of The Heart". Now I'm sure a lot of you may know from my past blogs, poems, or songs even, that I'm a pretty deep and open hearted guy and a lot of the FACTS of my relationships can be found amongst them, but for those that don't know I'll go into a quick catch up. As much as I hate the terrestrial term "ex" I haven't found or conjured up a suitable replacement term (any suggestions welcomed). See my problem with that term is it demeans the relationship you once had. Understandable in some cases but often down to miscommunication, lack of empathy, ego, fear etc you can become estranged from somebody you still care a lot about. Then down to whatever reason they are now classed as merely an "Ex". Well before I go off topic it does bode relevance as after an conversation with a friend of mine today, an issue w

Within My Arms I don't have superhuman strength to hold up 50 tons, Nor do I hold a crystal ball to see what we become, I cannot stop a hurricane turn rapid winds to calm, But rest assured that I can keep you safe within my arms , I won't halt a speeding train by standing on the tracks, I don't make crazy promises that I'd do this and that, This world is tough and full of hateful ways to cause you harm, But rest assured that I can keep you safe within my arms , I can't break boulders with my clutch nor make a mountain move, At times I cumulate fervor although it seems abstruse, What you invoke is me holding you tighter in my palms, So rest assured that I will keep you safe within my arms. - Fonzo

Hello warlocks! With my ex's birthday soon approaching (n.b. not the aforementioned douche bag one from my previous blog), had me spending the better parts of last week looking for elaborate gifts, from personalized plaques of the poem i wrote to crystal to jewelery etc then i had a realization that like a sucker i'm still here ready to be "that guy" so to speak, not even about the money or making an impression but being a giving person especially when it comes to people i care for.. then but thinking about it again i dont want to do something that isnt fully understood or appreciated and looked at as doing the usual impressionable thing like i'm known for and have her family thinking wtf this guy is sprung lol.. ah who know but i got mad love for her still and am willing to show that but i refrained from even getting a card due to the face she may not understand it she may think im trying to win her back or im a pyscho stalker so i will continue my own path and

ReBirth Darkness falls, bringing forth a defusing twilight, Light subsides on the horizon what was once a sky bright, Surrounded by morose faces all I see in my sight, I've travelled far so many places wasted years in hindsight, I've wept for those who've suffered long existing in designed strife, Money was my only mission wishing for the high life, My intuition through persistence to main event & highlight, Reached new ambitions, now I'm fixing to straighten up and fly right, And now I look towards the sky as it begins to shine bright, Perfect calm of nothingness in ear shot or an eye sight, A new beginning where to start just picturing where I might, Oh where shall sweet time take me now that once again I'm childlike. -Fonzo

Appropriately entitled the crystal ship as Inspired by the same title track of The Doors. A poem about escapism The Crystal Ship Before I slip into unconsciousness, I visualize the crystal ship, Experience a world of bliss, In sanctuary you won't forget, And as the world comes falling down, Take shelter in the underground, Enclosed within wonderful sights, Lift off and we take flight, I've got to get away on a journey to another plane, Head spiraling around like a hurricane, Search for escape all the time, I need a guide to lead me through the labyrinth in my mind, A journey through the eyes of a troubled soul, Sympathy evoked from the struggle & woes, Will the storm finally weather, I long to escape to a place from the all the pressure, I long for some pleasure once again, The final measure a new beginning, No longer to listen, To wasted ambitions, Hypocrites giving there best catechism, A fall from grace, Driven to a place, I can r

The Look of Love When I look at you, I feel you in the pit of my stomach, My heart is filled with burning desire, Hot like 90 degrees of summer, I feel how I felt the first second I saw you, I feel how we clicked, I see your radiant smile, Forth from your pretty lips, Words can't describe my feelings at this time, I try convey emotions through these oblique rhymes, Longing for your touch, Perfecting what life begun, When I look at you I see a wondrous time to come. by Alfonso P. Sosa