Bout Dat Xperience

ReBirth Darkness falls, bringing forth a defusing twilight, Light subsides on the horizon what was once a sky bright, Surrounded by morose faces all I see in my sight, I've travelled far so many places wasted years in hindsight, I've wept for those who've suffered long existing in designed strife, Money was my only mission wishing for the high life, My intuition through persistence to main event & highlight, Reached new ambitions, now I'm fixing to straighten up and fly right, And now I look towards the sky as it begins to shine bright, Perfect calm of nothingness in ear shot or an eye sight, A new beginning where to start just picturing where I might, Oh where shall sweet time take me now that once again I'm childlike. -Fonzo

Dear, dear! It seems like an eternity since you've been gone, Feels like eons since we last spoke, I don't know why I'm still holding on, But somewhere inside I conjure up hope, Is everyone laughing as if I'm a joke? A question I have to ask, Did my persistence bring forth division and hinder a beautiful path, Consumed by my loyalty, Consumed by my heart, It's hard to think that you & me could end from our start, In my world you mean so much, Can't find no-one like you, And no-one else will ever love you quite the way I do. 143

Sorry I'm sorry I treated you with respect, I guess that weren't enough, I'm sorry that I showed restraint, When times got really tough, I'm sorry I have loyalty, I guess that makes me weak, I'm sorry when temptation came that I refused to cheat, I'm sorry that I valued you, I'm sorry that I cared, I'm sorry I was here for you when no-one else was there, I'm sorry for my honesty, Should I have lied instead? I'm sorry I refused to think that chivalry was dead, I'm sorry that I kept it real, When others was so fake, I'm sorry that I hugged you close, And made you feel so safe, I'm sorry for my kindness, Being loving as can be, I'm sorry that it weren't enough, To keep you hear with me.

I've really been slacking but I have a lot of new stuff to put down Inshallah I will be able to do that today.. There's a few things I'm working on from many different angles maybe that's my problem being such a workhorse who knows. I just felt i needed to post something on here who knows if anyone will read it lol but it will push me to update later :) Peace