Bout Dat Xperience

ALL or nothing! All the signs say I shouldn't but still I persist, Life! An unpredictable string of situations that you can't predict, Many a thing doth change in time, Degeneration of minds, Evolution of physical nature, Ties thus nullified, I look from sight in hind, And try unpack the things that wasn't, A void of darkness came.. consumed.. turned everything to nothing, Confronted with there true identity most will run away, Screaming.. clawing... at there soul internal disarray, Dimensions that surround us, Soon devour what was our synergy, Erosion from differing waves which now refract the energy, Empty now just desolation, Choate to misappropriation Heavy burden of despair upon my bosom laden, You are so careless, So clearly I should care more, But if one exceeds with giving the pendulum will fall, When it was full a complete balance roused a good rapport, A toss up now the coins two side, Hold nothingness or ALL! -Fonzo

Eventuality I can try my hardest to push you to the back of my mind, But what I always seem to find is more than an afterthought, Reflecting in the here and now, Whilst resenting upon what the past has brought, I ought to be happier your out of my life, You taught me such pain... such heartache... such strife! I payed a huge cost just for doing the right thing, But lo! it still burns so as the world turns, Along I move with it and yearn for tomorrow, To heal my concerns I make movements today, But you can't run away to escape from your thoughts, Constrained in time with realities cruel reminders, Longing for a 'just a taste' of what once was, The burden I carry a load so heavy, But only inside can the strain be felt, Taking its toll.. but what keeps me afloat, Is one simple word. ....Eventuality! -Fonzo

Love and Lust LOVE is a tool use it, LOVE is vision see it, LOVE is a journey travel it, LOVE is tremendous be it, LOVE is a gift accept it, LOVE is a destination reach it, LUST will consume you escape it, LUST will erode you unload it, LUST will subdue you break it, LUST will confuse you evade it, LUST will goad you control it, LUST will bemuse you blockade it, LOVE will bring comfort and safety, LUST is doubt and displacement, LOVE will enrich you with greatness, LUST is wastage so replace it, LOVE will enrich you keep it, LUST is unjust and misleading, LOVE brings fulfillment exceeding, And LOVING somebody gives living a reason. - Fonzo

Beauty lies within you A simple glance from you sweeps through my essentia, Engulfing my every existence in your rays, Clarity is all I desire... as my destination obscures, Between the known and unknown are the doors, Of which I shall open up blindly, I wander on forth to see, As I wonder what will be in store, Woe is my lamentations, Stuck with no control, Burdened as I know to live with solace in my soul, My heart is torn asunder, How insatiably I yearn , Your being the only fill to truly satisfy my hunger, You are the love of my life, Indeed the life I love, My feelings are omnipotent place nothing else above, Beauty lies within you, Though externally I see, But plain sight no way quantifies just what you mean to me. - Fonzo

SILWY <3 Magic in its purest form, Bold yet subtle, Emoting elegance like that of a handcrafted gemstone, And so it would seem a flawless existence, If anything could be labeled perfect in the world it would be you, I find myself spellbound gladly at times when, Days are spent engaged in your brown diamonds, Golden trinkets and worldly riches, I never could trade or hold thee above, Gradually reeled in closer & closer, Like my feet has been moved by a force I can't control, Drinking in the gentle aroma, Sweet as carnations in an open field, I yield to the intensity as I recall a simpler past, Vividly it plays centrifugally within my mind, A loop of not the kind so fruity, More like the symbol of eternity, The grandiose depth of my emotions begins to culminate, A heart of gold should so be treasured, Kindred spirits tethered no distance to move, Never! I wanted you out of my life your in-disposable, And so its clear though your not here I...

What can fill the empty void that plague my bleeding heart, Until I felt your gentle kiss I knew not what was love, I hath but one desire in your tenderness to bask, The more time that I spent with you my feelings thus unmasked, Oh how do I long for another dance beneath your gold, A chance to make an imprint eternally within your soul, You are the sunshine of my life, Golden rays like summer skies, Deep child in time no longer visible to I, Where have you gone and left me? stressfully thinking about all of, The moments that flash before my eyes I sink without your love, You doth complete me make me whole, Bittersweet time takes it's toll, Verily only your touch can bring me great resolve. - Alfonso P. Sosa

I wanted to repost this awesome read I came across, "Love, Lust and Materialism" by Dr. Jumma Marri. Check it out its pretty lengthy but hey its about Love the most wonderful emotion one could feel and it really sums up a lot in a timeless subject which I think is sooo gnarley. Enjoy! - Fonz Love, lust and materialism Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. Love never fails. Bible True love is the greatest feelings between people who want to share everything with each other, feelings, emotions, good times bad times, material possessions, dreams and aspirations, you would jump a bullet for them, all their faults are beautiful and they feel the same way you do. Love is giving, love is being patient, love is wa...

Okay here we go groovemiesters, Been a while since I've put together an open blog this one I'd like to call "Affairs Of The Heart". Now I'm sure a lot of you may know from my past blogs, poems, or songs even, that I'm a pretty deep and open hearted guy and a lot of the FACTS of my relationships can be found amongst them, but for those that don't know I'll go into a quick catch up. As much as I hate the terrestrial term "ex" I haven't found or conjured up a suitable replacement term (any suggestions welcomed). See my problem with that term is it demeans the relationship you once had. Understandable in some cases but often down to miscommunication, lack of empathy, ego, fear etc you can become estranged from somebody you still care a lot about. Then down to whatever reason they are now classed as merely an "Ex". Well before I go off topic it does bode relevance as after an conversation with a friend of mine today, an issue w...

Within My Arms I don't have superhuman strength to hold up 50 tons, Nor do I hold a crystal ball to see what we become, I cannot stop a hurricane turn rapid winds to calm, But rest assured that I can keep you safe within my arms , I won't halt a speeding train by standing on the tracks, I don't make crazy promises that I'd do this and that, This world is tough and full of hateful ways to cause you harm, But rest assured that I can keep you safe within my arms , I can't break boulders with my clutch nor make a mountain move, At times I cumulate fervor although it seems abstruse, What you invoke is me holding you tighter in my palms, So rest assured that I will keep you safe within my arms. - Fonzo

Sorry I'm sorry I treated you with respect, I guess that weren't enough, I'm sorry that I showed restraint, When times got really tough, I'm sorry I have loyalty, I guess that makes me weak, I'm sorry when temptation came that I refused to cheat, I'm sorry that I valued you, I'm sorry that I cared, I'm sorry I was here for you when no-one else was there, I'm sorry for my honesty, Should I have lied instead? I'm sorry I refused to think that chivalry was dead, I'm sorry that I kept it real, When others was so fake, I'm sorry that I hugged you close, And made you feel so safe, I'm sorry for my kindness, Being loving as can be, I'm sorry that it weren't enough, To keep you hear with me.

Laying In her Bed (Thinking Of You) The clock strikes 12 as p assion is rising, Intensifying, querulous subsiding, For now thoughts hiding, As my minds being occupied, Riding, colliding with what's been locked inside, Unwinding the heights where climax has reached, Energy dissolves from where it did peak, And now I find myself simply confused, How I'm laying In her bed thinking of you, The aroma of sweet perfume in the air, Beside me she lies I sense that she cares, Her arm clutching around me with gentle finger strokes, Deftly I withdraw the more that she emotes, Comfort feels good but something's not right, Faced with an image engaged in my sight, Conflicted with plight of If only she knew, That I'm laying in her bed thinking of you, Been together for a while now, But things aren't the same, All that's in common is misery and pain, At what does it gain when the thrill has been lost, Reflections on past directions that cost, Giving up hope i...

The Look of Love When I look at you, I feel you in the pit of my stomach, My heart is filled with burning desire, Hot like 90 degrees of summer, I feel how I felt the first second I saw you, I feel how we clicked, I see your radiant smile, Forth from your pretty lips, Words can't describe my feelings at this time, I try convey emotions through these oblique rhymes, Longing for your touch, Perfecting what life begun, When I look at you I see a wondrous time to come. by Alfonso P. Sosa